as Sara Groves said

listen here


hello, Lord:

it's me, your child. I
have a few things
on my mind. 
right now I'm faced 
with big decisions
and I'm wondering
if you have a minute


cuz
right now I don't hear so well
and I was wondering if you 
could speak up.
I know that you tore the veil
so I could sit with you in person
and hear what you're saying, 
but right now
I just can't hear you.


I don't doubt
your sovereignty;
I doubt my own ability
to hear what you're saying 
and to do the right thing, 
and I desperately want to 
do the right thing, 


but

right now I don't hear so well

and I was wondering if you 

could speak up.

I know that you tore the veil

so I could sit with you in person

and hear what you're saying, 

but right now

I just can't hear you.

and somewhere 

in the back of my mind

I think you are telling me to wait, 

and though patience

has never been mine, 

Lord, I will wait to hear from you. 

Lord, I'm waiting on you... 

right now I don't hear so well

and I was wondering if you 

could speak up. 

I know that you tore the veil

so I could sit with you in person

and hear what you're saying, 

but right now

I think you're whispering.